I decided not to give it a title

Before I decided to write today, gosh I can't remember the last time I write here (of course not literally to write) I thought I'll be sharing happy thoughts but I'm wrong.

But before that, I just want to share that I think I'm getting older than I think I am because I always forget things. Just when I'm about to opened this blog, I realized I already forgot my user ID and password, and actually tried several times until I get the right access on my own blog. When I browsed my previous posts, I'm so stupid to forgot (again!) that I actually write 10 months ago for my boyfriend (a gift for our six monthsary, he always wanted to be a part of my secret little haven here), haha I thought my last post here was some time in 2012.

And so why I decided to write again? Ahhhmmm... I dont' know either. I just felt I have to write.

These past few months, I felt like I'm in a roller coaster ride. There are so much things happening in my life and I just can't keep going on the fast pace of life. I don't know if i can keep it this way for a long period of time, and I think I can't because until now I can't get over it. Sometimes, I think I'm forgetting something or someone because I have to live the now and not thinking the yesterday. Yeah, I'm being nostalgic again.

Waaaaaaaah!!!

I don't know if there's a problem or what. I don't know, really. I can't think of a better word to say it but I'm tired, really tired. And I need some time ALONE.