After so many years of waiting, I can finally tell a story...
Just last year, when it seems like every part of me is crashing down, I pray to him. I ask for him to have pity on me and hear all my prayers. My career, my life, my love is falling apart, one by one, and it seems I can never rise up again,, but I'm wrong. Truly, God will answer all your prayers. In an unexpected way. All we have to do is to hope and wait. You just have to wait. And that will be worth your wait.
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And the reason why I'm writing this is not for people to know what happened to me after that, but I want that one person to know and realize what he did to me after that. The reason for writing this up is for the man I never expected to come into my life and change everything in me.
You are the reason why I decided to leave everything behind and start a new life again. You are the reason why I wanted to forget all the sorrows, fears and sadness that I am in at that time. You gave me reason to hope again. To believe in myself again. You though me how to trust other people. You make me feel how to be special in someone's heart and mind. You thought me how to love and be loved.
You always say that I deserved the love I'm feeling right now, that I deserved every good thing that happens to me, but the truth is, you are the one who deserves every thing but the best. You deserved all the love in the world because you are a good person. You're genuine. You're a good friend, brother and a son. You are the best boyfriend everyone could have. But I'm the most blessed and luckiest girl because that everyone is me.
As one saying goes, we accept the love we think we deserve. Accept all the love a person could give to you because you deserve them. You deserve it all.
As Isaac says (John Green's book)
Just last year, when it seems like every part of me is crashing down, I pray to him. I ask for him to have pity on me and hear all my prayers. My career, my life, my love is falling apart, one by one, and it seems I can never rise up again,, but I'm wrong. Truly, God will answer all your prayers. In an unexpected way. All we have to do is to hope and wait. You just have to wait. And that will be worth your wait.
And the reason why I'm writing this is not for people to know what happened to me after that, but I want that one person to know and realize what he did to me after that. The reason for writing this up is for the man I never expected to come into my life and change everything in me.
You are the reason why I decided to leave everything behind and start a new life again. You are the reason why I wanted to forget all the sorrows, fears and sadness that I am in at that time. You gave me reason to hope again. To believe in myself again. You though me how to trust other people. You make me feel how to be special in someone's heart and mind. You thought me how to love and be loved.
At the time you met me, you already accept me for who I am and who I'm not. Thank you for not judging on me, for understanding where I'm coming from. Thank you for being a friend and for listening to all my stories. Thank you for waiting. Thank you because you never lose hope on me.
As one saying goes, we accept the love we think we deserve. Accept all the love a person could give to you because you deserve them. You deserve it all.
As Isaac says (John Green's book)
"...everybody should have true love, and it should last at least as long as your life does"
.. well I think I already found my true love. And certainly it will last at least as long as my life does :) :)
Happy 8th Monthsary Babe!!!
I will love you as long as my life does. . . . .
